bye bye 2009

during yet another attempt to clean out my room (desk, drawer, closet, etc) i found and realized few things.

i found a 3 page letter i wrote back in 07 to my best childhood girlfriend who now lives in canada. i wrote it, but never actually sent it...probably because i didnt know her current address lol (i still dont know). so i read over it and i'm thinking to myself: 'WHY did i write all this? good thing this was never sent' if she read it, she probably wouldnt have known what to say. lol oh so naive of me

i found about hundred receipts. WHY did i keep every single receipt? i think i just tossed them straight into my drawer. theyre all like starbucks, galleria, chipotle, jamba juice..
i also found so many of hollister printouts of me clocking in&out.

then i found few pics and i'm thinking 'WHY did i do my makeup that way?' .....

i also have some freaking weird clothes in my closet
which reminds me, i seriously need new clothes like shirts and jackets.
i noticed i have a lot of jeans and sneakers and like 2 tees ...

and THEN i found my old paintings and sketches i did back in 01-02 when i took art classes at KANG AE-JA by marie callender's LOL i remember my sister and i would always make fun of her name.
looking at the drawings and sketches, i'm like 'WHY did i suck so badly?' i laughed at myself
Which reminds me, i still need to do finals painting ..

there were stuff like barnabas books from retreats (SO FUNNY) and few more interesting things but i'm just gonna leave em.
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tomorrow is the last day of the decade! !!!!!!