lol

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one


I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me


One more thing
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it's all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
So call me captain backfire


I'm never speaking up again
it only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
than she desert me


oh i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
i'm never speaking up again
Starting now, starting now...


EDIT----------------------------------

before the midnight service, i was with ellie and we had the best time talking about our future husbands lol i never really thought about it after 'what my ideal boyfriend would be like' back in 1st grade because i mean who would at this age? it's weird enough that we were talking about this so enthusiastically and wanting to get married already LOL. so this is what i came up with,
someone that can:
make me laugh, cook because i cant, knows how to clean lol because i saw one of my gooyuk ahjussi clean with the wife after a dinner party the other night and it was SO NICE, someone christian, loves kids&dogs, tall not scrawny because i would feel fat, patient, understanding, and someone who would sing for me once in a while LOL because it's the best.. and thats all i remember.

ellie legitimately wants to marry minho from SHINee. someone tall, has deep voice, good at soccer because thats her favorite sport lol, etc i cant remember the details. or she wants to marry a doctor. she also said she wants to marry someone like her dad. i thought that's the cutest thing ever


just a bunch of silly girls living in a fantasy~